Please Lord teach us to laugh again, but God don't ever let us forget that we cried.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Where Did the Comments Go?

I have been asked by a couple of people where the comments went to all of my daily posts. The short answer is, I took them off. The long answer is a bit more complicated.

Right now I'm REALLY struggling. I'm struggling every day to make the best decisions that I know how and every day, all day long there is constant chatter in my head. Did you do that right? Should you do this? ALL day long...

Then, I started posting basically a running commentary here and what it resulted in was more voices in my head. And really... I just can't do it. I need to know that the decisions that I'm making are mine and mine alone and when people are commenting on every aspect of my life I just don't feel like I can do that.

It is not because I don't feel like you guys have valuable things to say or that anyone said anything that offended me. I just need to do this for me, so when it all is said and done I know that I did this. This is the most personal thing I have in my life and with everyone commenting I also started to sensor what I wrote. Not on purpose, just as a side affect. This way, I can be 100% honest and open.

I know you are there, I can see it on my stat counter. (If you need to tell me something, e-mail me) I know you are reading and that is what I need right now. The stories I tell about the past will still have comments on them. Just, for right now, not the daily posts.

I hope you understand.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Comment section.....WAHOOO!!!

I missed you! :)