Day 7

Last night we got a call from some AA & Al-anon friends about playing cards at their house (well the guys played cards, the women watched a chick flick.) It was nice to hang out with some people that I knew were straight.

When we got home DH actually came straight up to bed, which made it much easier for me to get a good nights sleep. I still struggle with that, sleeping well if he's down stairs. I need to talk to my counselor next time about whether I'm expecting too much or getting too little.

Today he was supposed to work in the morning but it was too cold so he was just in the shop doing some things on his car. I thought for a little while this afternoon that he may have been up to his old ways but when he arrived home his eyes were clear and he wasn't acting strange.

I guess only time will tell and at some point, perhaps once he finally passes a drug test, I will be able to stop wondering what is going on every time he doesn't answer his phone right when I call.