Please Lord teach us to laugh again, but God don't ever let us forget that we cried.

Tuesday, October 25, 1994

The Beginning of the Disease...

October 25, 1994

"I have to loose weight before the musical though because the four guys who are supposed to lift me up don't think they can because I weigh so much. When they told me that I about started bawling and I knew I needed to loose weight no matter what anyone told me."

I was 14 and probably all of about 115 lbs soaking wet. I look back now and I'm sure that these four burly guys were just joking with me, yet somehow I internalized it and took it to heart. The beginning of the spiral started right here with those few words.

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