Please Lord teach us to laugh again, but God don't ever let us forget that we cried.

Tuesday, July 20, 1999

Done?

How do you know when you've fallen out of love with someone? He called last night alright, promised to see me this afternoon then cancelled to be with D the scum from hell.



I saw him, for a minute and I know he'd been drinking and probably smoking pot. I don't know what it's like not to love DH, but if it's possible that's probably where I'm at.



Everyone wants him to live with me and I just want to forget he ever exhisted. I can't say I hate him, but right now I dispise him.



Everything he does makes me sick! I'm in a three-year relationship with a man I don't know and never see.



I can't call him because I just left him fifteen min ago and he said he's call me when he got home. That could be 11:30 for all I know!



I think I will always lover him but I'm am not in love with him anymore and I don't know if we can get that back.



God I hate my life!!

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