Please Lord teach us to laugh again, but God don't ever let us forget that we cried.

Monday, May 9, 1994

Hurting...

Monday, May 9, 1994

"Actually the thought of having a big illness sounds kind of fun. Then I'd actually get attention for once.

Basically that's the only reason I do most of the stuff I do. I'm insecure and so when i do stupid things people get worried and then I know they care. Kinda stupid, huh?"

"Everything (everyone else's lives) sounds so wonderful. To not have to live up to so many expectations and not be so isolated from the world!"